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It’s been said that an idle mind is the devil’s playground. If this is true, then the devil is surely playing with Rosy’s mind tonight. Sitting alone in their small apartment, she’s waiting for Carla to come home from work, just like every Tuesday night. She’s usually content to watch TV as the time passes by, but not tonight. She’s bored with TV and feels like the walls are closing in on her.Ever since Jill told her she and Allie bought their house, she’s had an uneasy feeling about it. She’s happy for them, of course, but she can’t help feeling afraid they won’t be seeing them as much, now that they’ll be living out of town. She’s in love with Jill and wants to see more of her, not less of her.Since they’ve been dating, she’s been inspired watching Jill’s flower bloom. She’s been inspired by what she’s accomplished in the short time she’s known her. She’s watched as Jill created and grew her mail-order business to the point where she’s been able to quit her day job. She knows Jill and Allie make money as prostitutes, but doesn’t yet have any idea how much money they rake in each month.Thinking about her own lowly job as a diner waitress, she feels envious and wonders how Jill’s been able to do it. ‘Is Jill really that much smarter than me?’ she asks herself. She gets a little depressed, thinking about what little she and Carla have accomplished since they fell in love.She loves living with Carla, but it’s been over a year, and they’re still living in the same dumpy little apartment they can barely pay rent on. It sucks working their asses off every day at jobs that barely keep them above the poverty line. Stuck in a financial rut, they’re not really living, they’re just existing.Her eyes are drawn to the Neville Goddard book Jill let them borrow, still sitting on the end table where Carla laid it. The title of the book, At Your Command, speaks to her as she remembers how Jill’s always talking about… ‘the book’.She picks it up, and after reading a few pages, she can’t put it down. Getting to the part about the Virgin Mary, she reads about how we can impregnate ourselves with our own desires. She’s starting to understand what Jill’s been talking about when she says she gets herself pregnant with an idea.She’s beginning to realize this is how she’s done it. This is Jill’s secret, but it’s really no secret at all. Jill was trying to share her secret when she loaned them her book. The secret power is available to all who care to learn how to use it. ‘If Jill can do it,’ she thinks, ‘why can’t I?’Finishing the final page of the short book, she closes her eyes and imagines what it is she wants most in her life. In the stillness of her mind, she only sees one desire. The more she sees it, the more vivid it becomes. All she sees is herself and Carla, living with Jill and Allie.Since falling in love with Jill, she’s seen this image before. Her love for Carla has only grown stronger as she’s fallen more in love with Jill. The night they switched partners, when she found herself in bed with Allie, she realized she’s been falling in love with her, too.As she continues to imagine, she sees herself having sex with all of them without shame or guilt. No matter what society might think of the polygamous relationship she’s imagining, she’s comfortable with the idea of sharing her love, and her body, with the three people she’s fallen in love with.The book also says to tell no one of your desire; just hold it inside, until it becomes real. Telling others who don’t yet see your vision only invites them to tell you why your desire can’t happen. It keeps you from focusing on your idea, your vision of what you want your future to be.So when Carla comes home from work, Rosy keeps her vision to herself. She’s made herself pregnant with her idea. Holding it in her womb, she’s counting on her intuition to show her the way to making it real.As they smoke a joint to let Carla unwind, Rosy’s intuition is already showing her the way. “I’m so happy you and Allie are in love,” she tells Carla, “I knew it was coming.””Yeah, you saw it alright. I can’t hide anything from you.””Well, actually, I was beginning to have my doubts. You can be a stubborn bitch sometimes.””I know I can. The bitch in me was holding me back. My male bursa escort bayan side didn’t want me to do it, but my stronger girl side did.””You definitely have a male side, Carla, but that’s one of the things I love about you, especially when we make love. Jill’s told me Allie loves your male side, too. Have you been fucking her when you bring her over here?””Yeah, most of the time I do. Allie likes it, and she looks so beautiful to me when she’s being fucked. Thinking about how she lets me be male with her in bed helped me get past the fears I was having about falling in love.””What were you so afraid of?””I think I was afraid that if I admitted I was in love with Allie, I wouldn’t be a true lesbian anymore. Then I realized, Allie and Jill are the perfect lovers for lesbians like us. Since we’ve been dating them, it’s pretty obvious we both love their cocks. Now that we’ve had it, we’re probably always gonna want it.”They’re girls with cocks, so it’s not like we’ve fallen in love with real men. All summer long, we’ve been training them to be the kind of girls we want them to be. So when I realized we’ve created our perfect lovers, I knew we have to hold on to them.””Yeah, that night we switched partners,” Rosy recalls, “Allie ate me out so good. You really trained her well. And yeah, I loved her cock too.””You trained Jill pretty damn good yourself, but she still can’t do it as good as you do.””That’s a fact,” Rosy agrees, “as good as they are, they can’t do it as good as we can. We can’t ever give each other up, and we don’t have to. We can have both, Carla; we can have both of their beautiful cocks, and still always have each other. It gets me wet just thinking about it.””Oh yeah, my little Rose, you’re getting me wet just talking about it. C’mon, baby, let’s go to bed, I need to taste you again.”As they worship each other’s bodies in bed, Rosy’s intuition plants suggestions in Carla’s mind. Suggesting things like wanting to spend the rest of her life with her, she tells her she’d marry her if she could. She says Jill’s told her she’d like to marry Allie, if only she could.Licking the sweet nectar between Carla’s legs, her idea gets stronger, her vision becomes clearer.  When Carla puts a vibrator into her, she knows what she wants. She wants to be a wife. She knows she can’t ever be Carla’s wife, but she can be Jill’s wife. She keeps that thought when Carla puts on her strap-on.As Carla fucks her silly, she enjoys orgasm after orgasm, thinking about the polygamous future she sees for the four of them.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~It’s been a busy week for Jill and Allie. Monday night, Rita called Jill to say the patterns for her tattoo are finished. She wanted to mail them, but didn’t have her address. Jill told her since they’ll be in Chicago Friday for their appointment at Northrop, they’ll stop by her home to look at them.Remembering how the long drive to Chicago burnt them out last time, they didn’t schedule dates on Thursday so they could leave the day before. After lunch, they’re driving along the interstate in a happy state of mind.”What a busy week,” Allie sighs.”Yeah, no shit… how did we ever find time to work?””I sure don’t miss going to work,” says Allie. “I love working for ourselves. We seem to be getting more lube orders every week.””We are. More people who try it the first time keep reordering from us. That’s why we’re spending more time at it. Anyways, I’m glad we left early this time. We won’t be so burned out when we get home. We got a lot of shit to do.””I’m glad we decided to wear girl clothes this time,” Allie says. “Every time I wear boy clothes now, I hate it more and more.””Me too,” says Jill, “I’m looking forward to a time we can burn every trace that we were ever boys.”In the Chicago area, Jill looks for a motel, but all the motels they saw earlier seem to have disappeared now that they’re into the suburbs. Since they’re both getting hungry, they take an exit when they see a restaurant sign.While they’re at the restaurant, Jill finds a phone booth to call Rita and let her know they’re in town. It only rings twice before Jill hears, “Hello?”Recognizing her Hispanic accent, Jill says, görükle escort “Hi Rita, this is Jill. I told you I’d call when we got into town.””Oh, hi Miss Jill… I wasn’t expecting you till tomorrow.””We remembered how long of a drive it was, so we came today so we’d be fresh for our appointments tomorrow at nine-thirty.””That’s a smart move. So what are you doing right now?””We’re at a restaurant. We still have to find a motel, but there doesn’t seem to be too many around here. We might have to turn around and go back to find one.””Where are you at right now?”Jill tells her the name of the restaurant and Rita knows where it is.”You’re pretty close to my place,” she tells Jill. “I have an extra bedroom. You can spend the night here if you’d like, and I can show you your tattoo patterns.””Are you sure? I don’t want to impose. My girlfriend Allie is with me.””I’d love to meet her. If you don’t mind sleeping in the same bed, you’re both welcome to spend the night.””We sleep together every night. We’re girlfriends.””Yes, of course. Let me give you directions.”Jill’s thrilled telling Allie they’re staying with Rita tonight. Following her directions, they pull up in front of her house and Jill recognizes it right away.”Hello, Miss Jill,” Rita opens the door. “Please come in. You must be Allie.””Thanks for offering us a bed for tonight,” Allie says.”Don’t worry about it, it’s no problem at all.”Taking them to the bedroom, they pass by the living room where Rita’s boyfriend is watching TV.”This is my boyfriend James,” she introduces.”This is Miss Jill and Miss Allie,” she tells him.”Good evening, ladies,” he says. “You’re both very cute.””I was just going to say that,” says Rita, “Jill was wearing boy clothes when she was here the first time. You look more natural in girl clothes, Miss Jill. You’re both pretty girls. The program will make you both very beautiful.””You know about the program?” Allie asks.”Yes, I was one of the first girls to go through it.””What…? You used to be a boy? No way!””Yes, I was once a boy. The program made me the girl I am today. I was always supposed to be a girl. Now I’m a happy woman living with the love of my life. We’d get married if we could but legally, I’m still male.””Jill and I would marry if we could. But like you, we’ve accepted that we’ll never be able to.””Real marriage is a condition of the heart,” Rita says, “James and I are married in the eyes of God, even if the law will never let us. So, let’s go look at your patterns, Miss Jill.”When they get back to the studio, Jill can’t believe how good her tattoo patterns look.”These are beautiful! I can’t believe this will be on my arm! What do you think, Allie?””I think they look great. You’re really a good artist, Rita.””I love the little pixie girl,” Jill says. “I almost wish she was a little bigger.””I can make her bigger,” Rita says, “I told you to be picky. This will be on your arm forever.”After going over the patterns, making little changes here and there, they start talking about tattoos in general. Rita gives them a suggestion.”Before you get too far into estrogen,” she says, “you might want to consider tattooing your areolas.””What are areolas?” Allie asks.”Areolas are the brown skin around your nipples,” Rita explains. “Girls usually have larger areolas than boys. If we tattoo the skin around your nipples, they’ll look more like natural titties when your breasts start to grow. Here… I’ll show you mine.”Rita lifts her t-shirt to expose her cute little bra-less boobs. “Did you get implants?” Jill asks when she sees her nicely shaped tits.”No, I grew these myself. They’re not that large, but I don’t want surgery. I can almost fill a B-cup, and James likes them just fine.”She shows them a photo she took of her tits before she got her nipples tattooed and puts it up next to her tits to show them the difference.”Wow,” says Allie, “I wanna have that done.””Me too,” Jill says. “How long does it take?””Only about a half-hour, once I blend the ink to match your skin color. It’s less painful to do it now. They’ll be very sensitive when the estrogen makes them swell up. It’s still early. I can do it tonight, if you’re really sure you want it done.””How much does it cost?” Jill asks.”Twenty-five.””Let’s do it!” Allie says. “I want girl nipples like yours!””James…” Rita yells down the hall, “We’ll be busy in here for a while. I’m going to give the girls a nipple job.””OK, baby,” James yells back, “make ’em look as pretty as yours.”Seeing them with their bras off and dresses around their waists, Rita can’t resist commenting. “Look at your skinny little bodies,” she says. “The estrogen is going to make you so beautiful. When the fat starts collecting around your hips and butts, you’re gonna have great figures to go along with your cute faces.”Inspired by her words, Allie volunteers to get her nipples done first. As Jill watches and hears the ‘zzzzzzzz’ of the needle, she sees Allie grimacing as the needle pierces her skin. She wonders how it’s gonna feel when she gets her arm done. When it’s her turn to lie on the table, it hurts at first, but she gets used to it.”They’re gonna be sore about a week,” Rita tells them when she’s finished, but they hardly hear her. They’re too busy admiring their new nipples in the mirror. It makes them feel good to have taken another step towards feminization.Their tits sting when they go to bed and they have no desire for sex in a strange bedroom. They go to sleep kissing, listening to Rita’s moans coming through the wall as James makes love to her in the next bedroom.At seven-thirty the next morning, Rita opens their door. “Are you girls ready to get up?””We’re starting to wake up,” Jill says.”It takes almost an hour to get to Northrop from here. That means you have an hour to get ready.”Jill wakes up Allie and they stumble into the shower together. “I love your nipples,” Allie tells her.Jill giggles, “I love your nipples too. I’d suck’ em for you but I know they’re as sore as mine.””Yeah, they’re sore,  but the pain is worth it. I love the way these look.”Rita has breakfast for them after they’ve dried their hair and put on their makeup. They love talking with her at the table as she tells them how her body and life has changed since she did the program.She seems every bit a normal, happy woman as she talks with them in her transparent shortie nightgown. She’s not at all bashful letting them see her nicely shaped breasts accented with prominent dark Hispanic nipples. They admire her feminine legs and nicely-shaped ass as she walks around the kitchen. Her dick is so small they hardly notice it under her thin panties.She’s proud of her body and it gives the girls confidence they’ll be proud of theirs as they get into the estrogen treatments. Jill arranges to begin her arm tattoo after their next appointment at Northrop. They give Rita a $100 bill for their nipple tattoos and hospitality before they leave for their appointment with Maggie.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~”Good morning girls!” Maggie’s receptionist Linda welcomes them as they arrive fifteen minutes early. “You both look lovely today. I remember last time you were dressed as boys. You wear female clothing very well.””Yeah,” says Allie, “we weren’t sure what to expect at our first appointment. We were kinda nervous.””That’s normal,” Linda assures, “everyone’s nervous their first day. You’re in our family now. All our girls look forward to their appointments.”As they talk with Linda, Maggie comes into the waiting area. “Good morning!” she greets. “Don’t you two look look pretty today!”Let’s go back to my office and get started.”Once they’re comfortable, Maggie goes over the day’s agenda.”So girls, the good news is it isn’t going to take as long this time. We’ll probably be finished up by lunchtime. We already have your medical data, so all Dr. Wayne needs today is a sperm sample to get your count and measure your testicles. He’ll get blood and urine samples to get your hormone levels, but that’s it. That’s all we need after a month on blockers.”How have you done on the blockers?””The only thing I’ve noticed,” Allie says, “is I’m always having to pee.””That’s normal. You’ll get used to it. You’re always going to have to pee more as a girl than when you were a boy. From now on, we’re thinking of you as girls. Your memories of being boys will fade in time. We’ll be giving you a list of things you’ll need to do to change your identity, and some of it won’t be pleasant or easy, but it all has to be done.”Before we get into that, I’ll take you to the lab so Dr. Wayne can get the samples he needs so we’ll know if you’re ready for estrogen.””I was talking with Josie on Thanksgiving,” Jill breaks in, “she said estrogen can make you sick at first?”

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